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[05 Aug 2005|11:15am] |
this is how ive been. if i havent seen you or talked to you or perhaps i just chew the fat with you and never really tell you anything truthful.
In my dreams
I see myself hitting a baseball
In a green field somewhere near a freeway
I'm all tan and smiling and running from 3rd base
And it's hot and
The kids keep on playing the driving game
And they're singing the same goddamn refrain
And the sky is a blueish grey.
And its become just like a chemical stress
Tracing the lines in my face for
Something more beautiful than is there
I've barely been gone.
In my dreams
I see you at the foot of some mountains.
And we're taking some pictures or something
And we'd better hurry up
And it's late and
The sun keeps on shooting through pine trees
And the grass stains are wet on your new jeans
And we'd better hurry up
And I've become just like a terrible mess
searching the lines in my face for
something more beautiful than is there
the crowds keep me coming back. Cheering.
In my dreams
I see you asleep on a twin bed
The covers pulled up over your head
Am I asleep or awake?
And it's morning
And the captain is playing the radio
And hes just put the paint on his new boat
Am I asleep or awake?
And it just feels good when you're waking up
And it just feels good when you're next to me
And it just feels good when you're coming home
And it just feels good when you're waking up
And I've become just like a chemical stress
Tracing the lines of my face for
Something more beautiful than is there
I've barely been gone
and I'm not a failure
I swear
I wish you could see it from over there
I've got a lot over here without you
I've barely been gone
gone
dreaming
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[31 Jul 2005|03:18am] |
were gonna make it big
I know there's something planned for us
i can see it in the skyline
i can read it on your face
and in the mistakes we make
I know they'll lead me back to you.
a house way up on the mountain top
holds three kids and a broken family
a rusty swing set and a bees nest
are the props for the backyard
a stage for the falling out of a world built and surronded by a white picket fence
we can do nothing.....but to dream
and we do and we discuss what it feels like to see the street light turn on
i am holding your hand as we walk down the gray street and our only back drop is the frozen ground laying ready for the approaching snow
we wait for the sunset cause it's all we've got. we think. we know.
this weather makes us weak . we think we need each other we know maybe we dont
we get restless so easily.
then it's time to watch world go by
making scarecrows in our beds climbing out windows to meet you
building forts in the foyar and running through doors to greet you
if i ever forgot to call it wasnt to decieve you
it's getting around the bend is what i've got to doive never seen a face so convincing you make me loose track of how fast im getting
and you know how I can tell that things havn't changed? we start writing and writing and leave off at the same spot.
is that part of this because it could be
it may be dangerous but what isnt i dont remember my first kiss
but I remember what you told me. "close you eyes and press your face into her"
a downpour of something you thought refelcted light but soon the positions changed
you told me goodnight, and I remember never wanting to leave.
so you said you can stay till the sun hits this sky but then were only friends
..... I swore I'd see you again. i've got to. believe me.
alright...i'm going to bed.
goodnight.
never forget how important you are
never think that i've forgotten you
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[07 Mar 2005|09:26pm] |
today was perfect
woke up to danielle and nolan getting in bed with me.
fell back asleep.
woke up and got ready.
went to breakfast.
strolled into school at 10.
then school =poop.
went to the regular.
fucken went to fucking skate.
awesome.
slacks to see jennasex.
went to see my bitch , gill.
came home.
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[01 Mar 2005|10:33pm] |
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sugarmuffinhoneybun,
And we still watch movies movies, but we don't share the couch.
And we still rent movies movies, but we don't share the couch.
Yeah we still watch movies movies sometimes, but you don't lay in my lap,
the plot is slow, take a nap.
with love,
sincerely
i feel so much better this way.
you made me gay!
yes. its true. i have blonde hair. and im having a pretty decent time.
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